Subject: honesty and realisation. Date: October 27, 2005 @ 2:49 AM
..something that made me change the way i saw things today...
i really do love you and that is me being honest. sometimes i wish i didnt because the distance hurts but i cant help the way i feel. i feel like a kid sometimes who has that knotted feeling in his stomach... i think of you and i smile. i want to hold your hand, gaze into your eyes, kiss you gently and tell you how much you mean to me. if this feeling is a sickness then i never want to be cured. i dont want to lose you in any capacity, lover or friend. i wish i could give you everything i have inside. i dont know why i feel this way but i dont care - i love the way i feel about you, i love everything about you, you are a bright star in my night sky and im building a rocket to visit. i am falling... who knows what tomorrow will bring... wish it was bringing me to you...
ChillinBuzz
